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Cute Little Munchkins



If you met me 15 years ago and asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up, my answer would probably be – a teacher!

As far as I can remember I don’t have any particular reason why I liked that profession but just by seeing my teachers in primary and elementary school - who are so passionate in teaching us and sharing stories with us, I think I acquired that spark in their eyes and in that instant I knew I want to be a teacher.

Fast forward 15 years after, a child approached me and said “Teacher, I wanna pee.” And that’s one of the cutest thing that I heard in my entire life! Can you imagine a cute little baby boy approaching you saying those four words? Isn’t that the cutest? *aaaaahhhhh* He was the cutest but I just had my most embarrassing moment with the cute boy! HAHAHAHAHAHA He doesn’t know how to unbutton his pants so he screamed “Teacher I don’t know hooooooow!” The absent minded Camille went inside (HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH whyyyyyyyy) and unbuttons his pants unfortunately a guy entered the washroom (good thing he’s also from kid’s church so he understands, but it’s embarrassing though!!!!) So I immediately went outside thinking “Camille why did you enter a men’s washroom?!”  HAHAHA

So yes, you heard it right! Today marks my first day in Kid’s church with my sister! Actually I don’t have any idea with the program flow in Kid’s church, I am literally new here unlike my sister who has experience attending when she was younger.

We were with kids of ages 5-6 and I love everyone in there that I want to meet all of them personally! I was actually overwhelmed with the huge number of kids inside the room which made me so happy!

On crafts time, I remember what Pastor Paolo said in one service “As an usher, when you go and place envelopes on each chair, pray for the person who will be sitting in there.” And as I was giving craft materials to the kids, I made sure that I prayed for each kids I was handing the materials to. I love it! I love it so much! 

After that the kids had their praise and worship. Again, IT WAS MY FIRST TIME TO SEE CUTIEPIES WORSHIPPING JESUS TOGETHER! Such a good view to look at every Sunday! I love how excited the kids are to go at the center of the room, eager to sing, energized to dance, happy to praise! I love how their voices sing together to give praise to one God. I love how each jump and each clap is their cutest way of saying “Thank you Jesus!” But of course not all kids respond the same, there are kids at the corner of the room, reluctant to join the group. And with them, I see myself when I was still starting with my walk with God. In them I see my hesitation to participate with the crowd. In them I see Camille almost four years ago, but in them I see a great God. A great God who transformed me. A great God who made a better Camille. A passionate Father who loves his children so much. An awesome Father who has great plans for his children – plans which are perfected before the birth of time.  I can’t help but smile and say “I can’t wait to see Father transform you and use you for the advancement of His Kingdom!”

The last part is my favorite part of all! Snack time! Ooops HAHAHAH kidding. Each teacher was assigned to each group of kids to huddle and pray for them. I was placed with a group of three boys and three girls. If you know me, I have a weird way of saying “okay” or “Good job!” it’s with two thumbs up moving (HAHAHAHA stop Camille, they won’t get it. Anyways I’ll let you see when we meet!) So there, I was asking the kids how the service went and are they okay (with the weird thumbs up movement) but they laughed! HAHAHAHAH then they did the same! Awwwwwwieee cutiepies!!!!!

In my group, there were two kids who are new to kids church but doesn’t look like new kids though – they are so hyper! I asked them and they said they’ll come back next week because they really had fun!

If there are couple of things that makes me smile, one of them would probably be seeing children pray. Praying is very important, it is our way of communicating with God. And when I asked these kids what they want me to pray for them, for me, it shows their heart <3 awwww

Well as I asked them and their answers are the following, (And I hope you pray for them too!)
Daniel and Hailey (siblings): our tita (why?) because she’s sick.
Kaye: mama (why?) because she’s also sick
Nehza: my family (why?) because I want them safe every time.
Kurt: my papa to have a lot of money (why?) because he’s hardworking (where is papa?) he’s in Singapore.
Marco: Jesus (why?) because I care for him.

See how cute these kids are? Aaaaahhhh!!! I can spend my whole life talking to them if I can! Can you see their hearts? They are selfless kids! As far as I can remember when I was in their age, I’d probably say “Lord I want to have a new toy.” HAHAHAHAH but these kids, they are the most thoughtful persons!

I went on a clockwise direction as I was praying with the kids. I stretched my hands to Daniel because he was on the other corner of the table, my eyes were closed, hands stretched and I was praying when all of a sudden he held my hand (ahhhhhhhh!!!!! Lord! Ang cute!!!!!) I opened one of my eyes to see all the kids with heads bowed and eyes closed but Daniel was smiling hahaha cutie! I did the same to everyone.  

Now when you ask me, “Why did you chose Kid’s church?” My answer is – It’s a way of serving and honoring God for what He has done to me with a privilege of experiencing my childhood dream.

What I love when I see kids is their cuteness of course, but over the physical I love to see hope of the future in them. I love to see the greatness of God in them. I love to see how things will turn out years after and how God will nurture the seeds we are planting in them.

Right now, I am the happiest person. Thank you Father for this great privilege to touch your children. It is of great joy to serve you and had fun at the same time! I love you Father!

3 John 1:4

I have no greater joy than to hear that my children are walking in the truth.

To My Valentine,

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Happy Valentine’s Day, my love. It’s the 3rd year we’ll be celebrating this day together. I love you and I will always be thankful for everything you’ve done for me!

I remember that day, from a distance I noticed that you were looking directly into my eyes. I looked the other way just to ignore your gaze but when I looked back, you were still looking deep into the windows of my soul. You conveyed yourself to me even just with your eyes and I didn’t know what to feel. 

The following day, I tried to get you out of my sight. I kept myself unavailable to anyone and read my books instead, as to not catch another glimpse of you.

The next day, I plugged in my earphones and focused on my phone, ignoring the world. But then the music toned down the moment you passed by me and from my peripheral vision, I saw you sitting on the chair at my right, looking at me intently. So I finally looked at you… and you smiled. You stretched out your arms and offered me a hand but I didn’t know if I was obliged to reach for it so I only kept staring at it thinking of what I was going to do, and you let it hang in there for seconds. I chose to focus at my phone again. 


And then you said “Hi Camille.” Shocked that you knew my name, I looked back at you and you smiled once more at me and said, “You’ve finally heard me.”

 And that was start of OUR extraordinary story.


That moment you approached me was the very moment I stopped feeling alone. I asked you why you kept looking at me and you said “You were never out of my sight” - that statement made my heart melt.

I was the happiest person every single time we walked around the mall, the campus… everywhere. You proudly held my hand in front of everyone and you never, even for a second, let me go.

The flowers you’ve sent me every spring is one of those unique ways that you’ve reminded me that I was indeed special. 

I love how after every tiring day of school, you were there… patiently waiting for me outside the classroom, with a snack in your hand and smile on your face. And after I’ve gotten home and am up late at night finishing tons of homework, you made sure that I had the energy to finish everything. 

I love how you’ve never gotten tired of listening to me. The way you ask me “How was your day?” is enough to let our conversation go on until I fall asleep on your shoulder. And early every morning, you would open the lights and sit outside the bathroom keeping me company because I was afraid of taking a bath alone in the room. You’ve even helped me decide whatever I’ll be wearing for that day!

There were also days when my head ached and in the next minute you were knocking at my door with meds and glass of water.

Do you remember the day I cried because I got a zero on an exam? You hugged me so tight that I could hear your heart beating. Then you held my face, looked at me, wiped my tears and said “That zero will never decrease my love for you.”


I remember asking you how you knew my name and you told me that you knew everything about me.


You told me that you knew how many strands of hair I had and that you surely knew every bone in my body. You knew every single bit of me even the deepest, darkest, and dirtiest part of my heart. What’s interesting is that you never leave me even if you knew all of that and you never got disgusted about how dirty I got but instead, continued to love me.


One day as we were talking over a bowl of chips, you asked me about the characteristics I look for in someone I’ll be spending my future with, and I answered “Someone future-oriented and willing to sacrifice everything for me.” I stopped for a moment and looked at you… and you were smiling

The smile you wore on your face the day you called my name and I was shocked is the same smile you're wearing the moment I looked at you. That smile ... Your smile - it's something I can look up to every single day, that smile assures me that that you love me when I fall asleep and still love me the moment I wake up. 

As I was looking at you, figuring out what that smile meant, you hold my hand. 

Little did I know that you were the one I was describing. You’re the best future-oriented person that I could think of because you have planned everything way before I was even introduced into this world, way before I have developed my senses, and way before I even knew you.

You know every mistake that I will be committing in the future, but you let me because that’s how much you love me. You value my freedom to choose whatever I want and whatever my heart desires. Even though you know that I would fail to achieve those desires, you let me because that’s how much you love me. But that doesn’t end there! You love so much that you will never let me be in that situation, so every time I make the wrong decision, it is you who redirects me to where I should be – to where you wanted me in the first place.


I wanted someone who will sacrifice everything for me, but you – YOU WERE THE SACRIFICE. I was in debt because of my sin, but you paid the price. By your blood I was cleaned; by your blood I was bought. Every drop  of blood running down your face connects every piece of my broken body. 

How can I not be in love with someone like that?


With someone like You?... 


Jesus.


It’s been 3 years of being aware of this great love. And with every year, it only gets better.


Thank you my Love.


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